do you know what I've been doing all summmer? I would love to tell you but I can't and that's why I haven't been on here. My life is simply secrets now. I can't bear to look at myself, in fear the person on the other side will call me out for it. I haven't written anything worthwhile in a while. Actually not at all. And this frustrates me to know end because now I'm thinking, crap, what if I lost my talent? What if I lost what makes me, me? I'm royally screwed. But i'm not here to complain or whine about my pathetic existence. I simply wanted you all to know that I'm okay and not dead in a ditch somewhere. The worst thing is that I can no longer find a part of myself to share with you. You, my creative hombres, you make me who I am and who I could be. I thank you for all of you for all of your support and for reading the stuff that was bad as well. I thank you for putting up with my drama and my idiocy for near three years. I'm trying my best not to grieve this loss of my creativity until I know for sure. and I can't say much but I can say this. Even though writing is what I've wanted to do since I can't remember, I know that I may not succeed. In fact, I know I won't, but that's okay. So I wish you all a great week and I hope you all spill your creativity onto a canvas so the world can see it, and put hope in it. Good night and Good luck.