- Mood:
Hurt - Listening to: faint sounds of a TV show
- Reading: my crappy stuff
- Watching: my dreams get crushed
- Playing: russian roulette
- Drinking: Acetone, Tricolsan, Denatorium Benzoate
So the inevitability of it all has sunken in. I am a single girl again and what does that mean exactly? I don't feel any different, though there is that awkward thing, like I can't talk to him. And he dumped me, I was told not to dwell, but really? Anyway, so this new kid Ben has been calling me and flirting nonstop and up until this point, I could hinder his advances with a simple, "I'm with someone." But now I can't, cause I'm not. So I suppose he sees me as fair game now. I find it funny that I used to complain about the lack of men in my life and now I have too much. Five, if I'm counting correctly, and most likely I'm not because I suck at math. So what else? I ran for something, I think, whatever, I didn't win, I never win much of anything, but I can't complain. As for my matchmaking, I'm going to take a step back and try not to be so involved. And by so, I mean not at all. I have no credit in my words, if I give advice now, I'm not in a working relationship, so I really shouldn't advise anyone else. So that's what it is as of right now. I almost saw a fight today again. I signed some yearbooks, but I don't understand why I'm signing underclassmen yearbooks, I'm going to see them next year. What do you say "HAGS" and be on your way? Whatever. I might just end it. This is getting boring.....
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